How's life?

old friends are always asking me, how's life? or how have you been living your life so far? and my answer would always be "so far so good" or "I'm enjoying every bit of it"... but the question is... am i really doing so far so good and enjoying my life... of course the answer would be NO... well, that's just it, life has its ups and downs, sometimes we can be extremely happy when every little thing falls into the right place...but always bear in mind, things can always go wrong at any moment... and i obviously wasn't prepared... one moment you are so happy with your life and the next moment you become sad and pathetic ... happy then sad which is followed by guilt, what a terrible feeling and i hate it!!! some people are really good in playing with people's mind... i just hope i will be able to get through this...